New Challenges

So I moved to a new city, and as of this moment I'm still unsure if it was a good idea. I believe the reason I came here in the first place was to run away from my problems and while I knew that they would not just go away I thought that a new perspective on them would help. My true problems however lie within myself and until I address them I cannot succeed. Even though I have recently doubted my choice to move here I am not ready to give up. Right now I am lonely and I think it plays a large part in why I have been unhappy recently. That will pass in time, As I have learned throughout my life I am not good at dealing with breakups and perhaps I never will be but I will survive. My most pressing concern must be becoming a healthier person both physically and mentally. I have lived my life to this point depending too much on others and I must stop that. I accept that I do need other people sometimes but I must make the life I want to have for myself. No one is going to hand it to me. I have lost the momentum I had when I first arrived here and must find a way to rejuvenate myself. I may yet fail but I will not let it be because I allowed myself to.